desperate

everything really not as easy as i think..

maybe i over valued and expected on myself..

i feel like wan throw out everything and have a vacation now..

tired of those things...!@#$%^&

vouchers~

finally~ got my vouchers..

everyone seem happy with it too.. yahhhoooooo~

spending money that is not our own feel good~

bought an external hard-disk for myself..

waiting it for so long already.. thx thx :D

Happy CNY 2012

happy chinese new year!!!

the 2nd year to us celebrating CNY in Kuching after 9 yrs passed..

really excited about it~! everything gonna be familiar to me.. ^^

tml! a brand NEW day to me.. all gonna be new on me~ :D

eat, enjoy and visiting yea!

still not the end of the world.. xp

i'm sorry..

是我太追随完美了.. :(

忘了他人感受..

我太张扬了.. :(

忘记要低调..

对不起........

yes yes! you can do it..

you need time only girl..

try your best don't look backward..

ending post for 2011

seem like everyone is writing for this post~

i also wan!!! =D

summarizing the activities in the yr! so cool ah~

"January".. the first month in my life after leave secondary school..

as my wish, worked in Skin Food at Hills..

i had learnt many things through this job, not only the skills for make up and skin care, also gained experiences in life..
"February", celebrating Chinese new year in Miri!

again, wz my crazy relatives and love the so much!!!
"March".. ended my Skin Food job and started another job in SUPP bcz of election..

working wz my frens and enjoyed it so much~
"April", finished my part time job..

everyday hang out with fren~ =]

eats, shops, sing, laugh non-stop and i like this month!
"May", i enrolled in Kolej Laila Taib and the decision was decided last minutes..

luckily the college still accept me.. wooohhooooo

as previous yr, i celebrated gawai in long house and do have fun..
"June", participated Giant Aeroplane Games wz college frens..

3 groups from our college and each group 5 people..

our group was the only group that last for the competition next day..

i was so nervous that time.. hahaha

"July", finished the first semester and we went to steamboat for celebrating~

3 weeks sem break and everyone went to travel~

"August", went to Perth.. the very first time i step in to 'ang mo' country~lol

winter that time and we stay there for 2 weeks more.. i almost freeze..

watch a lot, eat a lot and heard a lot many difference from our country~

i learnt to be an 'universal thinking' to accept things that different form us..

yet, i love travel ! =]
"September", had heritage walk with college friends.. organised by our college..

the very first time i really walked and learnt about 'Kuching' this city.. so fun!
"October", went for 3 days 2 nights KL trip wz college friends again~

i think this was the last time for me to sit aeroplane in this year..

i had been travel through aeroplane this year for 12 times(two ways)..

break my record already~

"November", the month that i emotion down.. =(

i'm sorry i couldn't control it..

many bad things happen on me and really hurt~

but yet, still wan to thanks for it..

at least i learnt something from it and i wont make myself to involve on it again..

smile, move on and be strong ! =]

"December", after finished exam, went to sing k wz college friends again..

tada~ we got champion for culture dance..

again, the first time i got champion for DANCING!!! so happy!!! XD

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2011, many things happen !!

good and bad..

still have to thanks god that i m still alive till end of this year..

i still have foods to eat, home to stay, people to care and many more........

i will doing better to appreciate what i got~ !!

2012, i had been prepared for you!! just common! =]

47h36m to 2012

left less than 48 hours then will reach year 2012!!! :D
jz enjoy rest of ur days in this yr and 4gt the bad~
for a new year, it seem like a gap for us to transform..
and i wanna say~ i will! =]

1 yr anniversary ..

1 yr past ady~
really missed u so!!
u was the one always accompany when i m lonely!!
always the one welcome me when i back home!!
always the one ride wz me!!
i was cried out loud when u passed!!
without u 365 days ady~
hope u will be fine in somewhere else..

u looked cute everytime~


love you so!!! =]